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[24 Dec 2004|09:39pm] |
While searching for a quote to try to make everything clearer I came across this one - "Don't worry about life, you're not going to survive it anyway." It made me laugh, because it's so true.
From now on, I'm living in the moment.
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| Fate |
[10 Dec 2004|02:42pm] |
"We cannot bear to regard ourselves simply as playthings of blind chance; we cannot admit to feeling ourselves abandoned." - Ugo Betti, Struggle till Dawn, 1949
"Just because fate doesn’t deal you the right cards, it doesn’t mean you should give up. It just means you have to play the cards you get to their maximum potential." - Les Brown
"I do not believe in a fate that falls on men however they act; but I do believe in a fate that falls on them unless they act." - Gilbert K. Chesterton
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| Pick your favorites. |
[08 Dec 2004|06:02pm] |
We are made strong by the difficulties we face not by those we evade. - Unknown
Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear. - Ambrose Redmoon
The real acid test of courage is to be just your honest self when everybody is trying to be like somebody else. - Andrew Jenson
Give us the fortitude to endure the things which cannot be changed, and the courage to change the things which should be changed, ;and the wisdom to know one from the other. - Oliver J. Hart
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[23 Oct 2004|09:37pm] |
She said "I've gotta be honest, you're wasting your time if you're fishing round here." And you said "You must be mistaken, cause I'm not fooling... this feeling is real." She said "You've gotta be crazy, what do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?" "No, you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion, but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"
"Are we alone? Do you feel it? So lost and disillusioned..." - B182
"I like you, Zack. I like you as more than a bandmate and more than a friend. I have liked you for some time now and I don't think this feeling is going away. I thought you should know. Here's your beer." - Lane Kim
All the possibility and promise just, Weighs on me so heavily...
And I try but I'm not convincing, Your lips they pout and twist and, I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you... You take in everything with a certainty I envy, It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing please...
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind, The worries are washed out to sea... See the changes, people's faces blurred out, Like sunspots or raindrops...
Now all those feelings, Those yesterdays feelings Will all be lost in time. But today I've wasted away, For today is on my mind...
I can't get a worry, I'm feeling so lonely... Breaking apart all this love in my heart, Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind...
Now, feelings mean nothing...
Get down on your knees Whisper what I need Something pretty Something pretty
I feel that when I'm old I'll look at you and know The world was beautiful...
Hello, good morning, how you been? Yesterday left my head kicked in. I never, never thought that, I would fall like that. Never knew that I could hurt this bad...
Hello, good morning, how you do? What makes your rising sun so new? I could use a fresh beginning too, All of my regrets are nothing new... So this is the way that I say I need you, This is the way... This is the way that I'm, Learning to breathe...
here comes the rain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are
as my memory rests but never forgets what I lost wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed the innocent can never last wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again like we did when spring began wake me up when september ends...
Him and her - Life is turned. The day I knew you would leave, I can barely breath... Can you hear me scream?
Thrown in all directions, You epitome of perfection She's lost her will, Time is standing still...
He walks her home, Now she walks alone... The days they turn into years, The eyes they drown in tears...
Can you hear me scream?
The way we are, the way we were... (It's just a shadow of what's wrong) The time with you, the time is stirred... (I love you for, so long...) The hearts they turn, they turn away... (she says to go, please don't you cry) Love lost was found, night turns to day...
T i m e i s s t a n d i n g s t i l l .
I feel so powerless, I've got to stop it somehow... Oh come on what can I do? Why's it happening? How's it happening without me? Why's it happening? How's it happening that he feels it without me...
It's good to be in love, It really does suit you... Just like everything, I'm happy your in love, 'Cause every color goes where you do...
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me, Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat... I squeeze so hard, I stopped your heart from beating, So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I...
I'll be just fine, Pretending I'm not... I'm far from lonely, And it's all that I've got...
I've gotta be honest, I think you know... We're covered in lies and that's okay. And there's somewhere beyond this, I know, But I hope I can find the words to say...
= )
Jen: Pacey, I saw the way that you overreacted to Dawson. I saw the way that Joey overreacted to us. I know that you're having trouble in math these days, but it doesn't take Einstein to get the sum total of these two overreactions.
Joey: Dawson, being lonely is no excuse to just throw yourself at the first available warm body. Dawson: No. But I do understand the impulse. Joey: What impulse? Dawson: The impulse to... to put you hand out and want someone there at the end of your reach, to… to want someone to be close to, to want to kiss or touch, even if it's wrong. Joey: That's just it, Dawson. It's wrong. If a kiss is just some purely physical thing, and if there's nothing else behind it, what's the point? Dawson: The point is that you can't control those feelings, Jo, even if they're wrong, they're there. They're always there. You can understand that, can't you?
Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has, Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all...
Playing i n t h e rain , Is worth catching a cold...
So if you made it, Just be glad that you did and stay there, If you ever feel loved or needed, Remember that you're one of the lucky ones, And if it's over, Just remember what I told you, It was bound to happen so just... Keep moving on, There's no perfect endings...
We're moving by - passing time, Counting those center lines... With 20,000 lines left to go, That lead to somewhere I don't know... It might be the time that we leave this all behind,
And there's been a few times, That we thought it felt right... To take all the westbound signs, And just leave town tonight...
You’re unaware that you Should be scared. Maybe you’ll learn from mistakes that we make. We’re not waiting forever.
We know you’ll never be there. We’re not waiting forever, If you get out See you there.
Summer swallowed us whole, Waited for you to come around...
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| Away message clean up... |
[19 Sep 2004|01:32am] |
Yeah, I've used them, they are old... blah blah blah...
Luke peered into the surface. “I can see my face in this counter.” “Well, just don’t make direct eye contact and you should be fine,” Jess reassured him.
- Defending Bjork
And maybe you'll find me, On another lonely street... By the smell of summer, After she rains. Maybe you'll lose me, All together in her heat. Let this humid air, Take away my pain...
And no I don't feel right, I can see but I've lost my sight... 'Cause I'm high, so high, Like Ben Franklin's Kite...
And the stars aren't out tonight, But neither are we to look up at them... Why does hello feel like goodbye? These memories can't replace, These wishes I wished and dreams I chased, Take this broken heart and make it right...
and these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster and i can still feel you as if you were in the room where does our story end where does it start i buried you along with my heart
Diane Court: Nobody thinks it will work, do they? Lloyd Dobler: No. You just described every great success story.
I can't help it baby, this is who I am... Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel. You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break, I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away...
I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me. And realize how many times I've tried, but that's wishful thinking. All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me. Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.
I know what you want to say, I know people can't help feeling differently... I loved you, and I should have said it, Tell me just what has it ever meant?
My head is swirling. It's been carried off in the sky and where it lands is where is lands. So I guess that I will get another head and then get on with my life and leave you somewhere beneath the waves of time. And I'll wear glass shoes and plastic wrap. No, I'll just wear my insides. You want to know who I really am? Yeah so do I, yeah so do I. Cause I don't think that I've got the stomach to stomach calling you today. Right now I am turning off the lights cause I don't think that I've got the stomach to stomach calling you today.
So, since you want to be with me, You'll have to follow through... With every word you say. And I, all I really want is you. You to stick around, I'll see you everyday, But you have to follow through... You have to follow through...
the choice is up to you to find out what to do to let it go or keep kicking me to the side i'm getting tired of your shit and i can't deal with it i gave up giving in, and now it's time to say goodbye...
These nights I get high just from breathing. When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real, Like that firework over the freeway. I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel.
So why do you leave these questions unanswered? The circus awaits and you're already gone. My cheshire cat doorstop with fear in your smile, What makes it so easy for you to be walking by?
And what did I do that you can't seem to want me? Why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes? Where can I go that your pictures won't haunt me? What makes it so easy for you to be walking by?
somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself, makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms... there's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast, hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life...
if you knew how lonely my life has been, and how long I've been so alone... and if you knew how I wanted someone to come along, and change my life the way you've done...
it feels like home to me, it feels like home to me... it feels like I'm all the way back where I come from... it feels like home to me, it feels like home to me... it feels like I'm all the way back where I belong...
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| More TBS quotes... from Tell All Your Friends... |
[19 Sep 2004|01:24am] |
We're both such magnifacent liars. So crush me baby, I'm all ears. So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious. I'll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about "its basic..."
This is all wrong and it shows There's certain things I promised not to let you know, (I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat, I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...) not to let you know I never, never...
You've got me right where you want me (let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never, let's never talk about this again because... I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me
Anyway... yeah
September never stays this cold... Where I come from. And you know, I’m not one for complaining... But I love the way you’d roll, Excuses off the tip of your tongue, As I slowly fall apart (slowly, quietly, slowly) Fall apart...
This won’t mean a thing come tomorrow, And that’s exactly how I’ll make it seem... Cause I'm still not sleeping, Thinking I’ve crawled home from worse than this...
So please, please (please) I’m running out of sympathy (I'm running out of sympathy!) And I never said I’d take this, I never said I'd take this lying down...
If you need me I'm out and on the parkway, patient and waiting for headlights, dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the inconsistencys of my moods
It's times like these where silence means everything And no one is to know about this
I can’t say I blame you but I wish that I could I’m sick of writing every song about you
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| TBS Song Quotes |
[17 Sep 2004|03:28pm] |
Take if you want em, they're here...
Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said keep that in mind the way that it felt when the most I could do was to just blame myself
Drop everything, start it all over remember more then youd like to forget
Just ask the question come untie the knot Say you won't care Say you won't care Retrace the steps as if we forgot Say you won't care Say you won't care Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt And there's one thing I can do nothing about
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction I want to remember but I know that I can't go back
Older and wiser, still filled with resentment We get it, we get it...Oh (I haven't been happier since) Older and wiser, still filled with resentment We get it, we get it...Oh, Bree Ann (I haven't been happier since)
I’m making the difference, It just seems pointless, With all the obvious lines all out of focus. Why can’t you just be happy, Why can’t you just be happy.
She says live up to your first impression (Come on, just say it), Well my best side was your worst invention (Come on, just say it), Why cant you live without the attention (I need you defenseless, dependent), Why can’t you live without the attention (alone).
we're gonna die like this you know miserable and old really gotta hand it to you really gotta hand it to you are you positive absolutely sure well just get dressed, don't do this just get dressed, don't do this
Passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it You move slow like daytime drama And I'm boring like his songs So while I'm taking you for granted We'll be humming along
Well cross my heart and hope to... I'm lying just to keep you here So reckless (so reckless), so, So thoughtless (so thoughtless) So careless, I could care less
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[27 Jul 2004|05:08pm] |
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Okay, so this is just... a junk post. I wanted to clean out my away messages, but I hate deleting those kinds of things. I was going to put them in a file, like all of my AIM quotes, but I figured I'd share them with all of you in case you found them at all interesting and wanted to take one or whatever. Comment on anything you like, or anything at all.
( It's a lot of stuff, yo! )
Ignore the weird centering.
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[26 Jul 2004|09:09pm] |
I finally finished the new layout. It's inspired by the last scene in the Dawson's Creek Season Three Season Finale. It took me forever to get everything just right, so if you don't like it I'm going to beat you with a stick.
[Cut to Joey running down the pier as fast as she can towards Pacey's boat “True Love”, frantically looking for him.] Joey: Pacey! Pacey! Pacey! Pacey! (she climbs aboard the boat and looks inside) Pace? Pacey! Pacey: (coming down from the other side of the pier) You want something, Jo? Joey: I want to talk to you! Pacey: No, nope. It’s a bit late for this now. I’m leaving, you can’t stop me, so don’t even try. Joey: No, that’s not why I’m here. Pacey: So why are you here? You want to say goodbye again? Maybe you want to rub it in a little bit more, huh? Joey: Look, I don’t want to stop you, Pacey. And I don’t want to stop Dawson, and I don’t want to be stopped. Not by either of you, not by anyone. See? I mean, that’s what this whole year’s been about. We’ve been trying to stop each other from moving on and from growing up. But not you. You’re different. And you’ve challenged me every step of the way and you’ve been there every step of the way. Pacey: (walking past her) Jo, departure time is in T-minus 30 seconds, so if there’s a point, I suggest you get to it. (Joey thinks for a second, then turns around) Joey: I think I’m in love with you. Pacey: You think or you know? Joey: I know. (Pacey turns around to face Joey and smiles) I’ve known it since the moment you kissed me and maybe even before that. As scary as it is, I don’t want to deny it anymore, Pacey. I don’t want to run from it and I don’t want to let it run from me. Pacey: So… what are we going to do here, Jo? Joey: I want to come with you. Pacey: What? Are you crazy? Joey: (shaking her head) I want to stop standing still, I want to move forward, I want to come with you. Pacey: What about Bessie and the B&B? They need you. Joey: Not as much as I need you, Pacey. (He smiles widely and she smiles back. She takes a step toward the boat to try and climb aboard.) Pacey: (stopping her) Ah-ah-ah! Joey: (she smiles and holds out her hand to him) Permission to come aboard? Paey: Permission granted. (he takes her hand and she climbs aboard. They kiss.) You can swim, can’t you? Joey: Of course. I’m kinda worried about the next change of clothes. Pacey: Nothing to worry about. We’re gonna hit the next port in a few days. Joey: A few days? Pacey: Yeah. Or a few days after that. (The boat moves out onto the water. Joey watches as Pacey steers them off into the sunset, finally together.)
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| Took it from Jin... |
[12 Jun 2004|06:02pm] |
THE NECCESITIES _ They call me: Dani _ Also: Danielle _ Sex: Female _ First breath of air: November 22, 1989 _ Age: 14 _ Status: Single, single... and more single. _ Nationality: American _ Closest friend: Frances and Pauline
MEMORY _ Worst: Breaking my ankle. _ First word uttered: "Da!" My dad would pick me up out of the crib, and apparently I associated him with food, so I'd point to the kitchen and go "Da!" until I got me some cheerios. ;] _ First best friend ever: Nicole *********
FLASH FOWARD _ College: Probably NYU, my dad is an allumnus. _ Occupation: Psyciatrist, Lawyer, or at the very least... a computer programmer/software designer. _ Future resident of: Anywhere but here. _ Wedding: As long as I'm not marrying an animal or myself, it'll be perfect. _ Children: One or two. _ Looking forward to: *shrugs* _ NOT looking forward to: Finals. _ Feeling: Stressed. _ Listening: Silence. _ Talking to: Mei, Chris, and Pauline. _ Watching: My computer. _ Thinking of: Finals. _ Craving: eh. _ Missing: The person who isn't right for me. _ Hating: Finals.
LOVEY DOVEY _ Love is: something I've declared one too many times. _ First love: I'm not at liberty to say. _ Current love: I'm not at liberty to say. _ Love or lust: Both. _ Best love song: I'll Catch You - The Get Up Kids _ Is it possible to be in love with more than one person @ the same time?: Yes, but each will stand out for different reasons. [Me right now.] _ When love hurts, you: have split personalities. In front of other people, I'll act overly fine... so much they'll believe it.. but then do what I have to do when I get home. _ True or false - all you need is love: False.
THE OTHER SEX _ Turn ons: Being able to make me nervous, making me laugh, wanting to hug and put his arms around you, thinking for himself, being human... _ Turn offs: Putting others down, bragging, being too cocky...
PERSONALITY _ Does your parent`s opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: No. In fact, I usually stay away from the people my parents like by habit. _ What kinda hair style?: Something that's fun to mess up or feel. _ The sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: Apologizing, and standing up for me. _ Where do you go to meet new people?: School. _ Are you the type of person to ‘holler’ n ask for numbers?: Nope.
WHiCH ONE ?! _ Dog or cat: Cats are evil. You can't tell what they are thinking. _ Short or long hair: Long. _ Innie or outie: Innie. _ Sunshine or rain: Rain. _ Moon or sun: *shrugs* _ Basketball or football: Basketball. [Well watching guys play it anyway.] _ Righty or lefty: Lefty. _ Hugs or kisses: Hugs. _ 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: One best friend. _ TV or radio: TV. _ Starbucks or jamba juice: Starbucks. _ mc donalds or burger king: Both are gross. _ Summer or winter: Winter. _ written letters or e-mails: Written letters. _ playstation or nintendo: PS2. _ Disney or nickelodeon: Nick. _ Car or motorcycle: Car. _ House party or club: House party. _ Sing or dance: Dance. _ Freak or slow dance: Slow dance. _ Yahoo messenger or aim: AIM. _ Google or ask jeeves?: Google.
MISC _ Can you swim?: Yes. _ Whats your most embarrassing moment?: Having everybody knowing your business and talking about it. _ Whats under your bed?: Monsters. _ What are you scared of?: Being vulnerable... letting too much of my true feelings show... I don't like getting hurt. _ What is your greatest accomplishment?: Being happy. _ What kinda roof is over your head?: *looks up* My roof knowledge isn't up to speed. _ So you like tomatoes?: Err. Depends what goes with it. _ Internet connection: Cable. _ How many TVs in the house?: Six. _ How many phones?: Seven, plus three cell phones. _ How many residents?: Three and a dog. _ How many DVDs do you have?: Two DC sets, one GG set, and one Milo movie. _ Last dentist visit: Whenever I see my dad... so about two seconds ago ;] _ Last doctor visit: March. _ Last phone call: Frances this morning. _ Last IM: Pauline.
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What is your favorite.. Gum: *shrugs* Restaurant: Eh. Drink: Water. Season: Fall. Type of weather: Colorful. Emotion: Content. Thing to do on a half day: I don't get it. Late-night activity: Watching DVDs, talking to friends, searching randomly through the internet. City: Haven't found it yet. Store: Just the mall itself.
When was the last time you.. Cried: Thursday night. Played a sport: LOL. Good one. Laughed: Thursday day. Hugged someone: I know it was some time this week... but can't remember. Kissed someone: Last night. Felt depressed: Now. Felt elated: *shrugs* Felt overworked: Now. Faked sick: Never. Lied: Thursday.
What was the last.. Word you said: work. Thing you ate: Fish. Song you listened to: Certain Tradgedy - Saves the Day Thing you drank: Coke. Place you went to: Arirang. Movie you saw: The Day After Tommorow Movie you rented: Carrie
Who was the last person you.. Hugged: I forget. Cried over: I'm not at liberty to say. Kissed: I forget. Danced with: Woah. I really don't remember that one. Shared a secret with: Sam. Had a sleepover with: Pauline. Called: Sam. Went to a movie with: Rob and Ana. Saw: My dad. Were angry with: I'm not at liberty to say. Couldn't take your eyes off of: Heh. Obsessed over: Heh.
Have you ever.. Danced in the rain: Yes. Kissed someone: On the cheek? x] Done drugs: I've.. done caffiene. ;] Drank alcohol: Yes. Slept around: Haha, nope. Partied 'til the sun came up: In my dreams... Had a movie marathon: A DC marathon. Gone too far on a dare: Nope. Spun until you were immensely dizzy: Yes. Taken a survey quite like this before: All too many times.
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The Perfect Guy (if there really is such a thing) 1. Hair color: Blonde or dark brown. 2. Eye color: Blue or brown. 3. Height: Same height as me or somewhat taller. 4. Six pack: Heh. It's not a bad thing, but it's not important. 5. Long or short hair: I like it when guys get a haircut because it's all soft, so I guess that counts as short. 6. Glasses: *shrugs* 7. Piercing: Eh.. not much of a turn on. 8. Scars: Sure, doesn't matter. 9. Eyebrows: Um... who likes a guy with no eyebrows? 10. Big butt or little: Haha. Butts are just awesome. 11. Chest hair: Do I look like a child molester? [Don't answer that.] 12. Buff or skinny: Eep. Skinny guys freak the crap out of me. 13. Straight, gap, or braces teeth: Straight. 14. Funny or serious: Funny!!!!!! ALWAYS! 15. Party or stay at home: Home. 16. Should he cook or bake: Isn't baking a type of cooking? 0.0 17. Should he have a best friend: *rolls eyes* Noooo! How dare he have a best friend! The fiend! 18. Should he have a lotta girlfriends: Not while he's going out with me. 19. Outgoing or shy: Outgoing to me. 20. Sarcastic or sincere: both. 21. Should he love his mother: Umm.. I don't get it. 22. Should he watch chick flicks: I won't make him. 23. Would he be a drinker: Um.. no. 25. Would he swear: It doesn't matter much, but like.. not every other word. 26. Would he play with your hair: A'duh! 27. One or more girls at a time: One! Me! 28. Would he pay for dates: Not a requirement. 29. Does he kiss on the first date: He can. 30. Where would you go to dinner: LOL. 31. Would he bring you flowers: I'd probably fall in love right there. 32. Would he lay under the stars with you: Okay, that's so cliche. 33. Would he write poetry about you: Uhh... >.< 34. Would he call you honey, sweetie, or baby: If he wants to. 35. Would he hang out with you and your friends: He can. 36. Would you hang out with him and his friends: I will. 37. Will he walk you to the door at the end: Duh. 38. Holding hands: *smiles like an idiot* 39. Soccer: As long as he doesn't kick me. 0.0 40. Baseball: As long as he doesn't hit me with a bat. 41. Football: He can tackle me. ;] 42. Water polo: Is he gonna shave his chest... ehh... 43. Basketball: My favorite guy watching sport. =] 44. Surf: Haha. Sure, why not? 45. Skateboard: As long as I don't have to push him... LOL. 46. Snowboard: Oh yay! 47. Sing: Uhh.. as long as he doesn't break into song at random points of the day... 48. Play guitar: SURE. 49. Play piano: SURE. 50. Play drums: SURE. 51. Clean his room: Well as long as there aren't like.. boxers and old sandwiches all over the floor then who cares? 52. Paint, draw, sculpt: Drawing is cute. 53. Writes his own music: Uhh.. sure. 54. Use the word dude: Are we talking Dumb and Dumber? 55. Use the word tight: ??? 56. Would he watch the sunrise with you: Bwahaha. x] He should be so lucky. 57. What kind of car does he drive: *shrugs* 58. How old is he: Not like.. too old. He shouldn't wobble. ;] 59. What would his name be: Whatever he was named...?
Alright.. that took so long to fill out. 0.0
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[08 Apr 2004|11:18pm] |
From now on, some entries will be for 'online' friends only. That means you may not be able to see them because they are locked. This is just for my privacy, because sometimes the rantings of me are too personal to put into the public.
Any online friends, leave a comment and I'll add you. Otherwise, most entries will still be public.
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[08 Apr 2004|05:56pm] |
Thanks Ashley!
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